End of semester 2 .

Have been here for half year. time flies right?
and finally, I've done with my semester 2 as well.
I feel sad because I know I'm gonna leave this beautiful city soon.
Feel so sad whenever think of I'm gonna separate with these bunch of people who are from different country!Still remember the first day we met..........;') innocence faces everywhere.(grin)
I learnt a lot during this half year trip in Seoul.
Independent is one of it..
I felt I was much more independent than before. at least, I could do something by my own.

Even though I don't feel like leaving, but yea. I've to go one day.
Feel so blessed to meet everyone of you here.
Thank you for bringing me so much of joy,so much of fun during classes.
I'm so thankful with what I have now . Thanks everyone! :')
I'll never forget these days here in SEOUL!
The most colourful life..

感触

来到了韩国生活领悟了很多..
有种说不出的感觉..
有时候我在想我的选择是否正确?
我很感激我父母给我的一切.
是他们帮我完成我的愿望..

来到了韩国 感觉很不可思议.
虽然我已经在这里已经4个月..
我知道梦 永远都是梦.
梦, 总有一天会醒.
我知道 当我梦醒时 就是时候为我的未来而打算..
我知道 我没可能一辈子停留在梦里.
该醒的时候就醒来吧..

我知道我会很不舍,不过梦始终还是梦..
梦过了也可总好过没有..
很感谢 缘分 把我们集中在一起.
认识的每一位 我永远都不会忘记.
在这几个月里 有你们在我一点都不孤独.
过完了这几个学期 当我们各自回国时 我们很可能不会再相聚.
所以说缘分很神奇..
我一定不会忘记我曾经在韩国疯狂过的日子  还有陪我疯狂的每一位！

Hello Seoul!

I'm finally back in Seoul !
Started my semester 2 .
Obviously, things are tougher compared to semester 1.

Everything is fine so far and I was homesick for MY after few weeks in Korea.
I shouldn't have gone back to MY during the holidays because it makes me hurt more.

Well, nothing special these days.
Everything is same as usual, go to class, eat,sleep,play.That's all.
As simple as that.
We only go out during weekend. Weekday is too lazy to go out. =P

Just a simple update.
Oh ya. We are going to the cultural class on this coming Thursday.
I'm looking forward to it! I guess we'll have lots of fun. hopefully.

感慨

My sem break is coming to an end. And just like that, another month has passed by.
I spent a really great time with my family, relatives and friends during this short holidays.
I feel so blessed..
So ya. I'm going back to my 'second home' on this coming Monday. Another semester starts and fighting! work hard, play hard!

不知不觉3个星期的假期已经到了尾声，这次回来马来西亚不止可以一家团聚而且还有机会和朋友们相聚. 实在是太好了!
回国之前所计划的事都差不多完成了. 想吃的都吃过，想见的人都见过，想做的事都做过.
回到去以后又是新的开始. 同样的目标,努力争取奖励金!

突然有种莫名的感慨. 几个月没见的爸爸消瘦了不少.
我爸为了新建的房子奔波了差不多一年的时间.  从策划到整间家建好.对，就是用了一年的时间.
一个人跑上跑下，买什么什么的,就连皮肤都给晒黑了.
不只是这样，我知道我爸妈为了这间房子承受了不少压力,例如精神上.
Physically and mentally tired.
难熬的日子总算也告了一段落. 他们是时候好好享受了.
只可惜，我们要出外留学，我知道他们会觉得很空虚.
I feel so sorry about that.

这几天因为哥哥生病了，爸爸妈妈也奔波了好几天.
就算我爸爸平时有多凶,说话有多大声,他也有体贴的一面.
今天我看见消瘦不少的他慢慢的把田鸡去骨以方便我哥吃. 这一幕我看了我觉得好心酸.
平时我们只怪他凶什么的,无可否认我爸是很疼我们的.
当他责骂我们时,为什么我们不想想他对我们的好?对我们的关心?
他唠叨,也不是为了我们. 他所做的一切都是为了我们.
我可以说，我爸在我心目中是全世界最好的爸爸.
所以，当他唠叨或责骂我时,我会体谅他.
돈많이있으면 아빠한테 차를사고줬어요. This is what I wanna do the most.
That's why I ask myself to study hard to acheive my goal!
I will try my best to earn more money in the future to give my parents a luxury life!

Weird feeling

Day 53 in Korea.
Everything is extremely fine.
Yet, I've such a weird feeling these days.
I find myself a little bit homesick,maybe this is very normal. But.......there's also 'word can't describe feeling'.
I don't know what am I talking about. Whatever.

I'm going back to Malaysia end of this month and I'll discuss with my parents about I'm gonna extend one more semester for my course,maybe..most probably. Lol!
I wanted to learn more.

Gosh!Just couldn't describe my feeling right now.
Kinda dilemma. I hate decision making.
This feeling seriously killed me! 

Day 49 in Seoul, Korea

I'm here in Korea for almost 50 days soon . Time flies right?
I enjoyed every single moment here because I know I'm gonna miss every single thing here!
I still can't believe that I stayed in Korea for more than one months.
I like this place a lot like seriously. yet, I feel like going back to Malaysia.*contradiction
Have no doubt that life here is a bit different with Malaysia. Maybe I prefer Malaysia life since I'm Malaysian! Lol

People might think that I'm here for fun? for kpop? For those people who think it that way, I wanted to tell you that you are damn wrong!
Yes. I admit that I love KPOP! but so what? I love kpop doesn't mean that I come here for fun!
You thought I wanted to waste my parents'money just like that? ridiculous!
You think that it's sooooooo easy to meet an artist here ? and don't forget I am a student here. I've no enough time for my revision , so where is my extra time for that? To be honest, how I wish I could meet them! Yet, I know I'm here for my studies and I'll only do these thing during my holidays if I really wanted to do so! I know what am I doing and I know what to do okay?
I think for people who study oversea they'll also enjoy their studies in others country.
Don't let me know you enjoy yourself all the time when you study abroad!
Don't tell me that you won't enjoy when you're studying abroad!
No one will trust you that you'll keeeeeep on studying even though you're in others country!
You will have the curiosity to know more about people's country. Don't you?
 Well. I'll prove it! I'll prove it to someone who look down on me, for those people who don't look good at this!
Work hard,play hard! As long as I know I'm doing the right thing. That's it.

Day 30 in Seoul, Korea

不知不觉我已经在首尔度过了一个月的时间.

虽然一个月说短不短说长不长，可是我觉得自己好像在这一瞬间内长大了不少。

突然发现自己的思想好像成熟了点。

我身边的朋友都是自己一个人离开自己那熟悉的国家而来到了一个完全对自己不熟悉的国家。

不同的语言，不同的文化，不同的生活方式。来到这里就要把自己当作当地人，尝试别人的生活。去了解别人的文化，别人的生活方式。最重要的是要把韩语学好。我也正在努力着。

不知道为什么来到这里感觉就像是梦。常常羡慕别人有机会到韩国留学。因为我以为我发梦才可以到韩国留学。虽然我可能在这里的时间不长，可是我已经很满足了。

在这一个月里除了学到了课本里的以外，我也学到了我们真的应该要勇敢追求自己的梦想。

我班上有很多来自各国的同学。他们都比我还大，甚至连大学都念完了的也有。他们有些是律师，酒店管理的也有，会计师也有，护士都有，甚至在日本留学过的都有。很奇怪吧 ？他们都可以有份很安定的工作了对吧？可是他们宁愿牺牲1年甚至更长的时间来到韩国留学，为了什么？就是要完成自己的梦想。做自己想要做的。他们为了自己的梦想而放下了高工资的工作，远道而来，我真的很佩服他们。从他们身上我学到了我一定要做自己喜欢的事情。为了完成自己的梦想而放弃某些事情可能是值得的。有得就有失。而且我放弃了某些事物到后来我可能可以得到更多。

在这一个月里，我了解到他们的文化，他们的生活方式。我觉得我很荣幸有这个机会体验别人的生活。19年里，从来都没有离开过自己的国家，现在我有机会到别人的国家过着与自己国家文化不同的国家，我觉得我真的很幸运。

我很感谢我父母给我机会到外闯。我学会了独立，学会了该追求自己想要做的事情 ，学会了课本上学不到的。我会珍惜我在这里的每一天，因为我知道当我回去我国的时候我一定会很想念这里的人，事，物 。所以我会好好的学习，好好的珍惜每一天。

还有，很感谢出现在我生活上的每一个人。我知道你们都是好人。

有你们的出现，我生活才会那么的多姿多彩。